ugh... on my own.. again

its tragic.. totally tragic.. i'm all alone.. at 10 to 4 in the bloody morning on new years day. i should be out, celebrating with the man i want.. and all the so many many friends i dont have, but NO.. instead im cooped up in this bloody room.. whilst my friends are snoring their arses off because they can sleep.. and i can't. it sucks. no wait.. it SUCKS. mmm yeah.. and a joyeous new year to all.